Woozy with emotional pain and ambien.
Vet said Miep has cancer.
I brought her home with me to see if we could have a couple more days.
Not so much.
If the prednisone doesn't get her cheerier by morning, I will have to take her in to let her go.
She tried to hang out on the bed,
Mostly she hides under a dresser.
She came up for a stretch and pets.
Then back to the dungeon,
Me, blinkiing back tears and utterly reeling. One understands the desire to kneel into a little bad and keen. Not sure I have the through for it right now,
My face hurts from stress and crying.
And all I actually have to offer as a writer, is my version of life. — Anne Lamott
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So sorry, Sally Anne. Much love to you and Miep. Wishing you strength.. and this:
ReplyDeleteAnd God asked the feline spirit
Are you ready to come home?
Oh, yes, quite so, replied the precious soul
And, as a cat, you know I am most able
To decide anything for myself.
Are you coming then? asked God.
Soon, replied the whiskered angel
But I must come slowly
For my human friends are troubled
For you see, they need me, quite certainly.
But don't they understand? asked God
That you'll never leave them?
That your souls are intertwined. For all eternity?
That nothing is created or destroyed?
It just is....forever and ever and ever.
Eventually they will understand,
Replied the glorious cat
For I will whisper into their hearts
That I am always with them
I just am....forever and ever and ever.
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So very sorry...
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