And now I take a sigh. I'm just in a period of watching and (trying to) listening to myself. I have been in this situation of risk and borderline disaster before. For all those times of danger (unemployment, losing home, what to do? etc.), my personal map or chart is not yet clear. How exactly did I get here? Was it the same every time?
I am saddened to admit that I feel/fear some of it has to do with my self-image and esteem. One finds one asking oneself who one is and what is one's worth. And one still wears the same monkey suit. I just want to prevent myself from finding myself here again if I, indeed, am part of the problem.
Yeah, there are national and international circumstances that make this period all the more poignant and difficult. So, I do not have the blame thrower trained this way. But I am asking.
And I am sleepy. Trader Joe's did not have any lime popsicles today so you can imagine how I thought the day might go.
Fuzzy pictures of Rhinebeck house.
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Glad to hear about the collaborating. Sorry I have been, as I feared I might be, overwhelmed with my own goings-on to help thus far. You guys are an amazing pair of women though and I'd stand behind you both no matter what. Keep on keepin on. Life is what you make of it and I strongly believe it's never too late to make a positive change. Keep believing and asking and sighing and whatever; it all means you are 100% in your head in the moment, and it's all okay.
ReplyDelete:) Lovely photos.
ReplyDeleteGet the idle adjusted on the car. You'll feel better. Also exchange the blame thrower for a flamethrower. I've found this to work wonders. Nice place.
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