I would that moods were more readily described like geologic layers or perhaps making a lasagna. There's the base mood and then various nuances of other things making a hefty whole. My base level is deep, somewhat sad, and processing some slow information. As computers can do. I am emotionally "rendering" on the bottom layer, in the background. When I stop or I am by myself (which was not all the time today), the other layers or processes stop and I just feel slow and emotional and not entirely focussed.
What were the metaphors for this before computers?
I am a techno-slut at the moment: my laptop in bed (no-no that that is), iPhone charging next to the bed, and an old iPod playing through an alarm clock dock.
I had to take some bendadryl for my allergies, so sleep is rising up.
However, I did want to note an article in the NY Times titled
Culture of Complicity Tied to Stricken Nuclear Plant
and point out that the culture of complicty is tied to all sorts of bad shit in this world. Hel-lo. Nothing new there.
Susan, I am sorry I forgot to wish you happy birthday yesterday.
Anon, mes amies.
No worries! Birthdays come and go. Trying not to count right now.
ReplyDeleteBase layer is a good way to describe it. Sounds like you are digging deep.
Last night I had a dream about a giant empty room filled with trash. An abandoned warehouse -- it seemed creepy at first, but in the dream, I decided that it was cool and I could fix it up. Dream reprogramming on a base level. xo